It's a grey cold Monday, I can barely see the Nile from my office window from the fog. I'm in this weird mood, having a mixture of different feelings: I'm happy, I'm sad, I'm angry and I'm tender. I feel I need to shout and I need a big warm hug. I simply need to change my life, I need to find for myself more enjoyable times.
I'm translating a borring and a dull huge document about the Foreign Policy of Egypt in the 1960s, I was supposed to deliver this today and I'm incredibly late. But, I decided to log on my facebook account.
An old classmate of mine, who got married to a German and is now living in Germany. Oh! Cool photos! she's obviously doing something related to movies ( photography/directing/acting)..Oh How cool!!! and all her pictures are really fun.. Why didn't i do something like that in my life? Why did I unintentionaly moved away any artistic aspects from my life. even my pictures look so borring, I look so borred and frustrated.
I thought a little bit...in nothing specific.. but I saw some black and white pictures of 2 girls of maybe 10 or 11 years old torturing a little kid in the playground of a school. The little kid look petrified..
Back to the dull document again.
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